Yeah, I know

LOL

Too say I'm in love with him is an understatement..

I can't get over this actor. Cillian is a walking, talking, beautiful portrait. He is everything and more. Such detail. His character itself, and not just his person, is real and so rich. He's an intelligent work of art. So brilliant. Sometimes I'm overwhelmed by how great he is and all that he is achieving. So diverse, unique, original. And he's down to earth, magnetic, and realizes that he is working to grow his own character. Cillian is so beautiful, sexy but not just sexy, hes art.

They were so cute!

Teenage Years

Expectations

A big group of friends, my first kiss, late nights under
the stars, crying on my friends shoulder, passing notes
in class, going on adventures, getting out of town,
campfires, telling secrets, falling in love for the first time,
road trips, house parties, driving my own car, getting lost,
endless laughter, happiest years of my life.

Reality

Feeling lonely, staying in, late nights studying for a math test,
waking up early, tiredness, school all day and homework all night,
stressed out, college applications, trapped in a boring town,
pressure, feeling nothing remotely close to love, petty girl drama, fights over facebook, crying too often, spending too much time on the Internet, waiting for the better years to come...